Man…I’m trying really hard to be positive, I really am, but every morning I wake up in pain.. It’s hard for me to use the bathroom because of my pills…I have the worst mood swings ever..and on top of that people are still feeling sorry for me… I hate that shit..
But..as each day passes it heals more and more..
8 more weeks to go.
MY FUCKING FOOT HURTS I HATE THAT I AM IN THIS SITUATION WHY THE FUCK DID I HAVE TO GO AND BREAK MY FOOT I CANT DO SHIT FOR MYSELF I HAVE TO DEPEND ON EVERYONE TO DO BASIC SHIT FOR ME I HATE IT. I HATE THAT THIS HAPPENED RIGHT BEFORE NATIONALS AND SPRING BREAK EVERYONE IS OUT HAVING A FUCKINH BLAST AND IM SITTING AT HOME IN FUCKING PAIN.. I CANT EVEN WORKOUT ANYMORE.. I JUST .. FUCK
i broke my ankle..and dislocated my foot..so it was turned the other way..
…and that shit pisses me off
you can have a thousand “black is beautiful” campaigns and ads….but there will be thousands of people that will sit there and say it’s not.
it’s hard being a black woman. (yes this is one of those posts.) It’s hard to have a good self esteem when you have white people, black people, etc constantly talking down about your race… Its hard when you have black men constantly talking bad about black women. I get the whole preference thing but when you go out of your way to talk bad about your own women there’s something wrong. I grew up in a white neighborhood..being around little white girls that are skinny with long hair was rough. I’ve always been a thicker girl (which I’m okay with now) with my short kinky..curly hair. It took me damn near 19 years to appreciate my skin color, my hair, and my body type. I hate the way society is, and I feel so bad for young girls now because they probably have it worse than I did.. i think im gonna stop here..and continue some other time…when I’m not on a bunch of drugs… ha